I wish I was a Gilmore Girl

Today, I had another Gilmore Girls marathon with my mother. It was fun. But as I was watching the incredible TV show, this certain episode including Paris's date with Tristan, I started thinking. Am I so repulsive that a guy can't endure 1 date with me? 1 date? It's not a relationship. I'm not asking to be someone's girlfriend. It's just 1 date. And he doesn't even want to do that. Even after he said he wanted to. He was lying. If he didn't want to go on a date with me, he shouldn't have agreed. He should have said no, like every other person on the planet. It's fucking ridiculous! But, I'm not going to dwell on this. He's obviously an asshole. And I don't want to date an asshole.