30 December 2009
29 December 2009
Why, Hello you spaztastic awesome bunch of people who I'm sure read my blog!
I've just realized that I have written a lot less in my blog in the last 3 months and that is because MY SCHOOL IS PLOTTING TO KILL ME!!!!! Yes, it's true. But, I'm really badass, so I think I'll survive. I have a science fair project due in a week....haven't even started. But, that is okay. I always pull through. Anywho...Lately, I've been knitting like crazy. I've made a belt, some socks, a hat, and I'm about to start a messenger bag. Yeah, I'm having way too much fun with this. I'm also excited because Thursday is Square Day, and since NO ONE but 3 people besides myself know what that is, I will enlighten you. Square Day is an event when 3 of my friends and myself get together to just chill. A lot of the time, Lord of the Rings, pancakes, Gilmore Girls, and Sally's house is involved. And this time, Josh is going to be there! Finally! Square Days are always fun. Except for the fact that we never have Square Days in our pajamas like we say we will....Anywho...in need to go finish some Christmas presents (yeah, I know Christmas was 4 days ago) so, I will leave you guys with the song of the day: Shit Song by Kate Nash!
28 December 2009
It's after Christmas, and you know what that means!!! SHOPPING!!! I am aware that shopping after Christmas makes no sense, but I went shopping anyway. And I bought 2 shirts.....I'm such a big spender....lol
Anywho, what have you pimps been up to?
25 December 2009
I've realized that I am a very ambitious person about giving gifts. I just think that I want to make people things and don't think about the time constraints on making things for people. So, some people might not get their gifts until waaaaaay after Christmas....sad panda....
Well, I'm going to go enjoy my Christmas with my family....
14 December 2009
Hello Guys and Dolls!!!!
It's been a month since my last post...did you guys miss me? I bet you did.....
Anywho, I've been so busy with school and Christmas-related hoopla, that I've just been completely absent from this thing. Seriously, I went 2 days without sleep. Honestly! My best friend thought I was on uppers....Anywho. So what's new?
1. Started knitting to reduce stress.
2. Started eating dark chocolate to reduce stress.
3. My lack of stress has worried people.
4. Made some new friends due to my new stress relievers.
Well, I don't know what else to write here, so I'll be off. I will post some knitting patterns later with pictures of some things I have knitted recently. If you can't wait, look me up on Ravelry (DanniBeez).
14 November 2009
Well, half way through making my Dante's Inferno project, I got bored and frustrated...So, I wrote 1ooo words for Nanowrimo. Then, I proceeded to sing the soundtrack to Anastasia. Great soundtrack. Did anyone ever notice how gay the guy singing for Aladdin (in Aladdin, not Anastasia) sounds? I absolutely love Aladdin, but the guy sounds EXTREMELY gay. Anywho....6 DAYS TIL NEW MOON!!!! -happy dance- I'm so excited it's ridonkulous.
Okay, I need to be writing, knitting, doing homework...something besides this because I have so much to do and after 11, none of it will be getting done. I have 1 hour and 30 minutes to take a shower and do some of all of that.....YAY!
13 November 2009
WOOO!!!! I'm a paranoid freak! Okay, I don't want to write a blog explaining that....
I would actually love to take this time and describe my Dante's Inferno proyecto con muchachos.
Well, for my AP/IB English class, I have to build Dante's Inferno, except I get to pick what sin goes with each level of hell and I'm finding it quite amusing. Well, the first level of hell is full of gossipers...their punishment: to bleed eternally from the tongue.
Second level: Liars. Punishment? To eternally swallow sulfuric acid.
Third: Traitors. Punishment? To have someone play darts on their back with oversized darts for eternity.
Fourth: Bigots. To hold an eternal headstand in dung and rotting corpses.
Fifth: Murders. To burn in eternal hellfire.
Sixth: Abusers. To have eternal lashings with spiked whips.
Seventh: Adulters. To have their reproductive organs through an eternal meat processor.
Eighth: People who use improper grammar.
Ninth: People who misuse/do not use their car turning signals. To be run over by an 18-wheeler for eternity
I shall have a picture up soon....once i am done. :D
12 November 2009
Is it sad that I need dating advice?
I'm so freaked out that I am somehow going to mess everything up (I usually do), that I'm not even talking anymore!!! I don't want to say anything stupid.......so, I end up being stupid. I'm so stupid...Okay, I'm going to stop being stupid and not dwell on this. Yesterday was great. I had fun. He had fun. This will work.
In other news.....well, there is no other news. Not gonna talk about NaNoWriMo because that will just make me guilty that I am not writing.
11 November 2009
10 November 2009
Well, you don't. Anywho. I hate AP/IB BIO with every fiber of my being. I also hate my english teacher who thinks that everyone is on her time and that we can all just waste 30 minutes after school to get a 43 page packet from her. NO LADY! I HAVE TO BABYSIT A 3 YEAR OLD WHO THINKS I AM THE BEST THING SINCE SLICED BREAD!!!!! So, I'm just going to be angry with my teachers today. I wrote 1,000 words for NaNoWriMo today during AP/IB BIO instead of taking notes. I told you Kristina, I would rather spend an hour and a half writing for NaNoWriMo than doing AP/IB BIO. Anywho....gonna go write somemore....it's fun.
09 November 2009
Sure, I know what you're thinking: "Jordan, if you were at home doing nothing all day, why didn't you write for NaNoWriMo?"
BECAUSE I WAS SHOWING MY TOILET THE MEXICAN FOOD I HAD FOR LUNCH!
Okay, that image was a bit much for you. I'm sorry.
But, on the other hand, the extra 5 hours of sleep I got will ensure that I can stay up 5 hours more to do homework AND write for NaNoWriMo. I should start doing that now....
08 November 2009
Okay, going back to writing and watching.
Fill you guys in LATERS.
07 November 2009
06 November 2009
Okay, Tyler, it's not your fault. I knew you'd never like me. I just watched PRETTY IN PINK too much.
Anywho. Tomorrow I get to hang out ALL DAY with my best friend whom I haven't seen in FOREVVVVVVER!!! Okay, not all day, but she's coming over after the SAT and then we're spending FORRRRRREVVVVVVERRRRRRR together. It's gonna be so much fun.
In some not so fun news, my AP BIO teacher is enjoying the fact that the entire senior class is failing.....who does that? The highest grade on the last test was a 54.....I don't even know what I made yet. If the entire senior class is failing, don't you think there would be a problem with the way that you are teaching???
ANYWHO...not getting mad....i was mad all day at that lady.
YOU SAY YOU WANT A REVOLUTION........
I went and had chinese food with Josh, Sera, Jake, Mikey, Alec, Adam, OtherJosh, and Ting. It was fun.....oh, yeah, i'm not grounded anymore.
IDK what else to write. I should be working on NaNoWriMo....
04 November 2009
Anywho! Nothing interesting has been going on here...sadly....
I had so much fun at my friend Sally's birthday party. I was good/bad Sandy from Grease. Yes, I know Sandy was white. Get over it. I got my skirt stolen by a really bad thief, got said skirt looked up while on said thief by a hobo, and had tittie cupcakes. And went trick or treating! SO MUCH FUN!!!
I also started on my NaNoWriMo novel on Sunday....it's a load of crap.....
Other than that, nothing else has been interesting....well, maybe the fact that I like the thief who stole my skirt might be a little interesting...
I have to go dance now!!!
28 October 2009
OMFG!!! I WANT TO GO TO THE PULSE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!!!! SO BAD, IT'S REDONKULOUS!!!!!!
I have no more news....
25 October 2009
This is what I want to say to Matt, ONLY because he keeps blowing me off and I guess I should take a hint, but i'm not.
I DON'T WANT TO DATE YOU, YOU NIMWAD!!!!! The reason I keep asking you if you want to hang out is because I am sick of my friends. All of my friends go to my school. All of my friends are super competitive and I can't take it anymore! I want to hang out with you because you are the one person who I haven't known since birth and you aren't super competitive and you're super chill and you don't want to go to college so you don't worry about things as much. I know this makes me sound like a bad person, but I don't care. I'm just sick of all this competition and shit that apparently everyone of my friends loves. And I feel like I'm missing out on stuff and I never get the time to just sit back and enjoy life.
But, of course, I'm not going to say that.
24 October 2009
- Since the 5th grade, I have had imaginary boyfriends.
- Until now, my imaginary boyfriends felt real. I would talk to them. They would hold me, kiss me, make me feel special.
- Now, I can't feel my imaginary boyfriends because it's just set in that they aren't real.
- I'm sad that I can't feel my imaginary boyfriends because there is a very very minimal chance that I will have a real boyfriend anytime in my near or distant future.
- I like being depressed because then at least I know I can feel something.
Those are the only secrets I can think of right now. If anyone reads this, which I know they don't, they will think I am crazy. Sometimes, I think I'm crazy. Who knows.
Well, that's all for today.
19 October 2009
Hello guys and dolls.
It's been a very boring monday today. The only interesting things that happened were:
- I got a top hat!!!!!
- I got lime green suspenders!!!!!
- There was a rather large bug on my windshield and I tried to get it off with my windshield wipers, but I just scraped its butt along the windshield. The bug eventually crawled away...just without a butt. XD
Well, one of my friends and I have been trying to convince another of our friends that his new band name is HORRIBLE compared to the previous one and that he is losing his focus from the music and INTEGRITY and focusing on the ditzy idiots that call themselves his fans. We really want him to do well and we love his music, but he's getting farther and farther away from his original goal. We just wish he will see what he's forgotten.
In other news, I saw a picture of Matt today. It made me realize how much I miss him. Not romantically or anything. He's just different from my other friends. And seeing as, I am somehow pushing my friends away, I was kind of hoping he still wanted to be my friend. But, it's obvious he doesn't want to, which is kinda sad.
You know what else is sad? The fact that I am pushing my friends away. I know what I am doing to push them away. I just can't seem to stop. I am being horribly mean. I'm also being self-centered. I need to stop. I also talk too much. My friends don't talk much. Why do I talk so much? I hate the sound of my own voice. But, I think I hate silence more. So, I talk to fill the silence. Or maybe it's from all those years of being silent and everyone asking me what's wrong. I don't want people to pity me. There is nothing wrong. If there is, I will tell them. Because, I have no filter.
Okay, I need to go clean my room.
Song of the Day - "Kids" by MGMT
18 October 2009
Song of the Week - Capsize by Karen O and the Kids
16 October 2009
How are you? I hope you're doing well. I'm writing you to say that I am sorry I made things awkward. I wish we could still be friends. You were a pretty cool guy the few days that we were friends.
See you around,
Please stop acting like we are together. Obviously, we are not, seeing as you have TWO boyfriends. So, don't even act like you're into me because I KNOW you are not. And by the way, marijuana is addictive.
How's it going? I hope you are well. I seriously thought that things would be different. They aren't and I understand that it is my fault. I wish I hadn't said the things that I did, but you can't change the past. I've noticed that over the years, I've been a horrible friend to you. First, I almost kill you. Then, I talk shit about you on my blog and to Matt. Maybe you've noticed too. I'm sorry. I know you told me to stop saying that, but I feel that I need to. I know you will probably never forgive me and apologizing doesn't make anything right or erase the wrong I've done. But, saying it verbalizes how I feel.
I'll see you around,
I guess it was about time to cut our ties. We're two very different people from two very different crowds. It was fun being your friend. I keep wondering if you were just my friend because I drove you to school or took you places because I'm very different from the rest of your friends. But, honestly, I don't care.
It was nice knowing you,
Sometimes I think I annoy you. I don't know if it's true or not. But, everytime I talk to you, I feel like I should stop talking or I'm talking too much.
See you next monday,
14 October 2009
I don't know what to write about today. Today has been a day full of crappiness. Except that I GOT ACCEPTED TO UNIVERSITY OF ALABAMA!!!! other than that, my day hasn't gone so well. It's like everywhere I looked, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY FRIENDS was with their boyfriend or girlfriend. It was like I was the only one left, besides the people who are afraid to have human contact. I mean, EVERY ONE of them had someone. What the fuck? Is it mating season? I seriously ran away from my friends. At the end of school, I was going to hang out with everyone in the parking lot, but when I got there, I was surrounded by awkward. So, I went back to my locker to get a book I didn't need and went the back way to my car. I am pathetic.
Sometimes, I just need to remember how to breathe. I bought some hair dye today. Black and Fushia. I also bought some glitter eyeliner....it's purple. Now I have normal eyeliner, electric blue eyeliner, white eyeliner, green eyeliner, red eyeliner, and PURPLE eyeliner. I'm so happy about that!
I dress like a dude. I wear jeans and a tee everyday. I never wear skirts or dresses. I never wear the hundreds of shoes that I own, that's partially because I have nothing to wear them with. Oh well.
Song of the Day: TimeBomb by Stephen Jerzak
12 October 2009
I haven't posted in a while. Well, this weekend, I went to my cousin's wedding in Baltimore, MD....without a camera....so, I used what I had: my phone. I took pictures of the wedding party and of Baltimore. It was a 12 hour drive. At one point, when we passed through Virginia, we passed a awesometastic river and I didn't get a picture because I am a dumbass. Well, I was going to post some pictures from my trip and a few from the talent show last week, but my phone is being retarded....Well, because my phone is an asshole, here are some random pictures that I can get off my phone.
yes, chelsea, i was taking a picture......and probably acting like an idiot at the same time....
07 October 2009
But, it is Article Day so I get to stuff my face full of spanish food...
That doesn't seem as appetizing as it once did...
I will update this at a later date when I'm not late getting to school...
Song of Morning - "Night Vision Binoculars" by Passenger
06 October 2009
We had our annual Talent Show.
As always, I acted like an idiot.
However, one of my friends juggled and rapped (yeah, white boy!!!)
Two of my friends played "Godzilla" in a band.
And TYLER BALDWIN did a tribute to MAYDAY PARADE because MAYDAY PARADE is awesome.
Of course, the teachers felt the rath of the seniors: all the teachers died except Chambers....he'll never die.....well, D-Mill didn't die either, she just went insane....
Like last year, these 2 girls decided to sing...except THEY CAN'T SING!!!!! and they sang the song that I and 3 of my friends sang sophomore year.....ironic that they are sophomores....BUT!!!! 1. We sang a capella. 2. We had 4 part harmony. 3. WE COULD SING!!!!
I hate it when people try to copy..... I feel sorry for next year's talent show. Unless the freshmen step it up, it will be bad.....OMG! there was this one freshman who played "Clocks" by Coldplay on the piano and I died because he was so adorable!!!!!!
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT, CHICKENSSSS!!!!
05 October 2009
04 October 2009
03 October 2009
I was wondering today why I don't have any friends outside of school.... well, the answer to that question's obvious. I never go anywhere outside of school. I'm either at school, at home, or at dance. None of the girls at dance talk to me so I'm pretty sure none of them are my friends.
Also, because I like to reminisce (even on the bad times), I went over the list of guys that have rejected me....it's a long list. And while I was reminiscing, I laughed. I thought my rejection was rather humorous. Wanna see the list? No, oh well.
- Tyler Bland
- Nick Robinson
- Buddy Bruhn
- Ian Krusinski
- Cameron Rose
- Kelvin Dorsey
- Shane Mitchell
- James LeCroy
- Joshua Hayes
- David Coutoumanos
- Huebert Vance
- Christopher Seifert
- Arthur Cortes
- Jacob Mayhew
- Mason McFarland
- Matthew LaPoint
- Shaun Boyles
- Daniel McCurry
I started this list in 5th grade........I'd show you the "not rejected" list, but it's non existance. Sometimes, I don't even know why I liked those guys. Sometimes I do. Sometimes, it depresses me. Sometimes, it angers me. But right now, at this particular moment, it really has no effect. I don't really care at this point. It's not that big a deal. In 11 months, I'll be going off to college. I won't have time to add people to that list. I doubt I will even remember anyone on that list.
I really want some Hershey's Dark Chocolate.......
01 October 2009
30 September 2009
Well, I'm still trying to figure out this bi thing. I've been bi for a while, but I haven't actually had another girl interested in me. Hell, I haven't had a boy interested in me. Anywho, I'm grounded....yay? I've been doing homework and reading for the past 3 days....I get ungrounded the day WHERE THE WILD THINGS comes out. YAY!
I haven't much to write today. I smelled like pot all say because my friend gave me a hug after he had been smoking....it was gross.
I'm starting to think that none of my friends confide in me. AT ALL. I don't know anything about my friends. NOTHING. I'm just the fun friend. Not the serious friend. It bugs me. Why can't the confide in me? I believe that if you can't confide in someone, you aren't really friends. I like knowing I can tell someone anything and everything. And I want other people to feel that way about me, but of course they don't. This is going to bug me for a very long time.
I'm done for the day.
The song of the week is: "Cute" by Stephen Jerzak
The book of the month (October) is: The Chronicles of Narnia (yeah, I know it's a series.)
29 September 2009
I have a stickam account.
I only have it cuz matt wanted me to get on stickam.
But, I talk to the girls at his live shows more than i talk to him.
I don't really talk to him anymore.
He did text me during psych today.
I was taking a test.
I have spanish tomorrow.
I have dance tomorrow!
Idk what else to write.
Talk to you chickens later
25 September 2009
I have realized several things today.
1. I cannot go to the movies without Cydney. It would be like going to a movie blind and deaf.
2. Boys will not make me happy. I'm just jealous of my friends and I think that if I had a boy in my life, I wouldn't have to be jealous anymore.
3. Walter Perez has a new stalker...
4. I REALLY like latino boys.
5. I'm always broke.
6. I always leave the movie theatre really hyper.
7. YAY ADORABLE GAY BOYS!!!! I'M SO GLAD I HAVE GARRETT!!!!
Anywho, how was your friday?
Well, hello guys and dolls!
Today was okay. Figured out what I'm gonna do for the talent show.
Nothing exciting today.
Started crushing on another guy I can't have.
Now plotting ways to get said guy to like me.
And I'm going to see FAME with my bestie!
I have never felt so fat in my life.
24 September 2009
I will no longer be inhibited when writing in this blog, nor will I be a nuisance among acquaintences
Hey....long time no...read?
Anywho, my life has been pretty sucky the past few days. One, my brother has to borrow my car because he can't take care of his own and he's already damaged mine. But, I can't say shit because he's older than me and I can't do anything about it. Two, it has become painfully obvious that Chelsea and I are not friends anymore. It sucks. Three, my mother is being a bitch. That's all I have to say about that.
You know, before our big fall out, Chelsea had told me she really hated people that talk about her behind her back. It just registered to me. So, I guess we really can't be friends anymore. Yeah....that makes some things awkward. Like her new best friend is also my friend. So I can't hang out after school with Sally because I tend to run from awkward situations. I'm pretty sure Sally doesn't mind though. It also makes going to the coffee shop awkward. Elliot's inviting me and everything, but I don't want to go if the entire time I am ignored. That just makes no sense. Also, it would make Sally's birthday party awkward. So basically, I've decided (I've decided this on several different occasions with several different people) that wherever Chelsea is going to be, I won't be. So, I will stop hanging out with Sally. I will stop going to the coffee shop. That's simple.
I can't think of anything to write anymore. That's everything I've been thinking for the past hour and 25 minutes.
18 September 2009
So, today stunk like a skunk procreating with another skunk.....
3 tests back to back. Pretty sure I failed all of them. Yay! And i'm bored.
16 September 2009
So, I got a stickam account today. And made my webcam work. Yay!
I also realized that I'm a jealous person. I am jealous of every other girl on the planet. Why, you ask? Because every other girl is beautiful. I, however, am not. Sure, on a good day, I'm okay looking. But, I will never have that wow factor that draws people in. Sure, once people get to know me, I'm "wow", but as far as first impressions go, people won't give me a second look to get to know me. I'm the ugly duckling in a huge flock of swans. The worst part about it is that I am fine with it. There are guys that I have liked that after I've really thought about it, I like them better as friends. There are some guys that I wish I was better friends with. There are also some guys that I wish would find me attractive. Then there are some guys that I just want a hug from. I'm beginning to think that Donovan doesn't want to give me hugs anymore. I think the only person who genuinely wants to give me hugs is James. I take that back. Cat wants to give me hugs. And I obviously want to hug her back.
Anyway. I have to get back to my psychology homework.
15 September 2009
How have you been the past 17 years? Great I hope. Well, I'm writing you this letter because I am your twin. And I think, to celebrate our 18th birthday, we should meet and have a huge party. I know you are probably going to have some lavish party, with Taylor Swift on the guest list, and probably have no time for your twin sister. But, I think it would be cool to have celebrate the past 17 years of our lives together. Anywho, I hope everything is well for you.
Love your twin sister,
P.S. - You look hot in New Moon. Just thought I should say that.
P.P.S - My best friend wants your body.
14 September 2009
Hidy Ho, Neighbor!
Here's what I did today:
1. Did not pay attention in school
2. Started knitting part 1 of Sally's bday present.
3. Bought some mushrooms.
4. Looked up 'How to be a Burlesque Dancer' on eHow.
5. Read a fanfic about Brendon Urie on Quizilla.
6. Thought about how I would totally be a burlesque dancer for the chance to kiss Brendon Urie's gorgeous lips.
I actually think burlesque is kinda cool. That in NO WAY implies that I think stripping is cool. TWO DIFFERENT THINGS.
I also noticed how listening to Panic! At the Disco's "Build God then We'll Talk" makes me feel sexy.
Anywho. I started workstudy today. All of my familiar puppies were gone. The mastifs were adopted and were replaced in the playroom by dogs rescued from a puppy mill. I took my new friend Chico into the big play-yard with some other dogs and ended up with mud all over the front of my shirt. However, Chico is a very very good dog. I also played with Jennifer and Peggy. I'm gonna call her Peggy Sue from now on. Just so I can sing "Superman" by Peggy Sue and the Pirates to her. I got a video of Jennifer on my phone. She's so freaking adorable. She is going to be a huge dog. I can barely hold her.
Well, that's all I have for today.
13 September 2009
I want bunny slippers.
And nap time.
Anywho............here are my lists of the day. I've decided that every sunday, I will make various lists for you people to enjoy.
Songs stuck in my head right now:
- Wake Up - The Arcade Fire
- Dog Days Are Over - Florence and the Machine
- Wake the Sun - The Matches
- The Calculation - Regina Spektor
- Sleepy Tigers - Her Space Holiday
Books I can't Put Down at the Moment
- Where the Wild Things Are - Maurice Sendak
- In the Night Kitchen - Maurice Sendak
- Howl's Moving Castle - Diana Wynne Jones
- Paper Towns - John Green
- New Moon - Stephanie Meyer
Movies I've Watched in the Past Week
- Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
- Howl's Moving Castle
- Across the Universe
Well, those are my lists of the day/week/whatever. I hope you enjoy.
12 September 2009
I hate that phrase ONLY because the people who say that phrase never have any intention of being a friend. They just leave. They say "Let's just be friends" and you never hear from them ever again. It really shouldn't bug me that much. But, it does. Oh well.
I will just think of WTWTA for now. Numb the anger and hurt I feel at the moment...
As we grow up, we forget where our wild things are and we lose our imaginations. THANK GOD Spike Jonze is making this beloved childrens' book into a major motion picture so we can remember where our imaginations are and remember why we loved that crayon box as a kid.
I am still a little kid. Hear my wild thing ROAR!!!!!!!
10 September 2009
Anyway, I hate school so much. You have no clue!!!! Why is school so fucking horrible???
Anyway....here are some bands to check out. I don't want to put mp3s on here, so just go to their myspace and check 'em out. Tell 'em MOJO JOJO sent you!
well, those are enough links to last you the weekend. A bit of news: As usual, I had a date this weekend. And you'll never guess! It's not happening anymore. Who'd have known, right? No one would have guessed that! Anyway. I wonder if I could pimp myself out? No, I love myself too much to do that....And it wouldn't be for the money...even though I need some cash. Whatever.
You wanna know what I wonder? If scene kids are really good kissers....no, scene boys. cuz there are a lot of videos on the internet of them kissing...usually each other.
Did I post the things I want on this blog? I don't remember....so i will repost it! Yay!
WHAT I WANT
- to be happy
- to be loved
- to accomplish something
- to be kissed before I leave high school
- to go on a roller coaster
- to love
- to be successful
- to inspire
- to be inspired
- to make a movie
I was watching Gilmore Girls this afternoon and I realized that Jared Padeleki didn't get attractive until season 4. I also noticed that Alexis Bledel's acting got worse in the last 2 seasons.
This blog has no real train of thought. It's just all over the place. Like how I'm about to talk about guys even though there's no real reason to talk about them.
I keep wondering what I do wrong when it comes to guys. Maybe, liking them is the problem. Or maybe it's the fact that I tell them I like them. Or maybe it's the fact that I am simply unattractive. Or maybe guys just find me really really weird. Either way, it sucks...........
I don't know what else to write. If you can think of anything else for me to write about, let me know.
05 September 2009
My mom's list of priorities for me:
3. Getting my hair done ($40 bucks every 2 weeks, when ballet would be $30 every 4 weeks. and apparently we're having money problems? Money problems my ASS)
4. Looking presentable
Does anyone see something wrong with that?
03 September 2009
I'm afraid of losing you
i'm afraid of waking from this dream to find you gone.
I may not be perfect.
And I know it's not easy.
But I can't let you go.
Stay with me,
Baby, can't you see
I'm lost without you here.
from this nightmare
Okay....I was writing this song and this is all I have so far because I can't think of anything else to write.
Okay, now that I'm done being pissed off...
I wrote a little short story today in creative writing. I've realized that I can only write about relationships...even though I've never had one....weird, right? Well, this one is based on two friends of mine...and kinda based on me too. I'd write it here, but I'm not sure who is reading this.
I'm not sure if anyone is reading this, actually. However, last time I though no one was reading it, 3 people - two of them being my best friends - were reading this and I ended up being a jackass.
Okay. Tomorrow afternoon or Monday, I'm gonna go to the park and play on the playground...or I might go to the river. I'm feeling the need for an adventure...maybe go all the way down the creepy path. I dunno...
I've got way too much on my mind that I probably shouldn't have on my mind...
I am so over the predictable-ness of my life!!!!!!!!!
I don't even know why I try anymore. It's fucking obvious that I always want things/people I can't have.
But, then again, I'm not that interesting/attractive/whatever.
DAMNIT! I'm fucking pissed off now.
These things used to make me depressed. Now, they just make me angry. I mean, not really angry at other people or the situation. I'm pissed at myself. Why the hell do I keep doing this? I know what's gonna happen!
I'm so fucking over this.....
02 September 2009
I have never felt so damn tired in my life.
Anywho...I'm trying to think of something to write, but I can't really think of anything. But, I feel the urge/need/want to write in this thing, even though I'm pretty sure no one is reading this...
I'm a little bummed...My principal made me take my lip ring out...it was that or go home and explain it to my mom...I don't know if you've met my mom, but she's a little scary. I'm also bummed that I can't go to Sera's Birthday Extravaganza. I will just have to give her her gift later. Poo sauce.
Anyway. I'm gonna go make cookies...
31 August 2009
30 August 2009
And I can't find a reason. I just do.
Sometimes, I wonder if I can stop caring.
But, I know I can't.
I want to stop caring.
Then everything wouldn't hurt so bad.
Like the fact that I will probably never have my best friend back.
Or that because I fall too hard too fast that I will scare every guy I have/will ever like away.
If I didn't care so much, it wouldn't hurt.
Sam was right.
I want everyone to be my friend and I want everyone to like me.
And knowing that people aren't my friend or don't like me absolutely KILLS me.
And maybe, I'm not strong enough to handle that.
I hate admitting that I am a weak person,
but I am.
I am very weak.
That is probably why Senora hates me.
That is probably why everyone eventually gets bored with me and moves on.
I want to say I'm okay with that,
but I know it would be a lie.
29 August 2009
I am afraid.
I am passionate.
I am quiet.
I am a good listener.
I am a good friend.
I avoid confrontation.
I run head first into love.
I am jealous.
I am faithful.
I love to laugh.
I love to cry.
I am insecure.
I am afraid.
I am passionate.
I am quiet.
I am what I am and I can't change...
Melissa is right. I fall too quickly. I should do something about that. Maybe, not fall at all. That seems like a good solution. I guess. But, that solution seems very lonely. And depressing.....wait, how is that any different from the problem?
Because Chelsea told me to do this, and because she'd probably tell me to do it immediately if she knew I was beating myself up right now, I will write down everything I like about myself.
1. I have amazing calves.
2. I have good taste in music.
3. I have good taste in books.
4. I have good taste in boys.
5. I'm a good writer.
6. I'm a good singer.
7. I give great hugs.
8. I try to be a good friend.
9. I'm not fat.
10. I'm kinda pretty.
Those are the 10 things I like about myself today........and writing these down did not make me feel better. Yay!
28 August 2009
I have realized that I spend a lot of my time confused. But, I also spend a lot of my time thinking about things instead of doing them. I don't understand why I am shy or nervous around people. My mum thinks I'm a social butterfly or I have a lot of friends or whatever, but in all honesty, most of my friendships happen out of random occurances. I've never gone up to anyone and just introduced myself or anything like that. And usually, when people meet me, I'm really hyper or something and then as they get to know me, I'm not as hyper or energetic or loud or spontaneous. In reality, I'm quiet and extremely introspective. I'm a koala bear.
On the Brightside by NeverShoutNeverI met a man of two feet tall
This man was quite ambitious
In a world that is so vicious to us all
I said, "Hi," as he replied
He said, "Listen to these words
That I have lived by my whole life
"You're only as tall as your heart will let you be
And you're only as small as the world will make you seem
When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall
Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall"
I met a man of 12 feet tall
He towered like a giant
In a world that was defiant of his height
I said, "Hi," as he replied
He said, "Listen to these words
That I have dreaded my whole life
"You're only as tall as your heart will let you be
And you're only as small as the world will make you seem
When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall
Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall."
I am a man of six feet tall
Just looking for some answers
In a world that answers none of them at all
I'll say, "Hi," but not reply
To the letters that you write
Because I found some peace of mind
Cause I'm only as tall as my heart will let me be
And I'm only as small as the world will make me seem
When the going gets rough and I feel like I may fall
I'll look on the brightside - I'm roughly six feet tall.
I'm really in love with this song right now. I have been listening to it on repeat for 2 days.
I need help writing this novelette I've been writing. I've already written 2 chapters, but I can't think of anything else to write. I've been preoccupied lately. But, I really need to start writing again. I need to focus.
27 August 2009
1. Tickle her. She'll love it even though she tells you to stop.
2. Forget diamonds! Hugs are a girl's best friend. She loves them...especially if they are from you.
3. Spend time with her, even if it's time just sitting not doing or saying anything. Your presence is enough.
4. Hug her and tell her she looks beautiful when she thinks she looks like crap.
5. Tell her she's cute/pretty/beautiful whenever you can. She likes getting compliments even when she says she doesn't.
6. Hold her hand or wrap your arm around her. She likes it when you touch her.
7. Laugh with her, not at her. And if she thinks you're laughing at her, hug her to reassure her you're not.
8. If she's cold, wrap your arm around her or give her your coat/jacket/hoodie. She will think you are the sweetest thing in the world even if she already does.
9. Short kisses on the cheek/forehead/neck are always sweet. They let her know how much you care without being overly showy.
10. She's nervous around you, so you both are in the same boat. Yay mutual nervousness!
11. Tell her you care, no matter how you say it.
12. Be yourself as much as possible. If you're not, she'll think you have something to hide.
I just realized that when I'm thinking really hard about something, I avoid eye contact and get really really quiet. I also bite my bottom lip.
So, when school let out this afternoon, it was pouring down rain. I mean rivers of water rushing down the street, sheets of water falling from the sky. I couldn't see out of my windshield. And because I left my umbrella and rain jacket in the car (I didn't expect it to rain today) I had to jet it to my car half way across the parking lot. I was completely soaked head to toe by the time I got to my car.
Well, my house is maybe 2 miles or less away from my school. And that magical wall I told you about bisects the distance. Well, it poured until we got to I-459. Then as soon as we passed over it, it was completely dry. The nuns at the convent near my house were outside gardening! There was no trace of rain anywhere. I've been home for an hour, NO RAIN!
I just want to know if You actually made I-459 a magical shield-wall-thingy because that would be soooooo cool!
26 August 2009
25 August 2009
I told myself I would never cry again in 8th grade.
Crying is pathetic and weak.
I'm not a pathetic or weak person.
But, I can't stop crying.
And now I can go from being depressed to feeling like a complete and utter jerk.
I said what I said because I was depressed and pissed off and jealous.
See, like my mother said, I'm controlled by my emotions and because of my stupid emotions, I pissed off my best friend to the point that she didn't want to talk to me.
I am such an asshole.
I thought knowing why she was mad at me would help me feel better, but it doesn't.
It just makes me feel worse.
I might go cry now.
Or at least try to cry because I haven't cried since 8th grade.
Yay for being a horrible friend.
This is exactly why people don't like me.
I am mean.
I piss people off.
This is exactly why I would prefer to just be left alone.
Then I can't hurt other people.
I'm fucking horrible.
oh wow, I've actually started to cry.
I'm so fucking horrible.
And apparently, Sally's pissed at me too.
I'm sorry to her too.
I'm pretty much the lowest scum on the earth now.
This is why I avoid people.
I eventually find a way to screw it up.
Even though they are great people and no one could ask for better friends,
I still find some way to fuck it up.
Way to go, Jordan.
Going from being best friends one day to barely speaking the next.
I don't even know if I should get her a birthday present or not.
I want to, but I'm not sure she'd want a gift from me.
I honestly feel like shit because I want to find a way to figure this out,
but I can't.
I don't know what to do.
I feel like crying,
but I can't.
I don't know anymore.
24 August 2009
Well, in all honesty, I don't.
I kinda knew what I wanted to write here,
but now I'm thinking I don't want to post it because I'm not sure who's reading this,
and I'm a little weary about spilling my guts.
But, after this "phase" whatever thing that is going on right now passes,
the guts will resume spillage....
that sounds really gross.
not what I had intended.
So, now, I'm going to post the lyrics of the song I am listening to because that seems way more fun than the whole gut spilling idea.
Bigcitydreams by NeverShoutNever
You say we're both little people and you like it that way
But, in time I'm gonna put this body to shame (grow old)
Wear a suit like my old man
Pack up all my things and get my ass out of town
You got it good.
Whether you like this town or not
I know it's small but with a big head it's bound to get hot
In the summer
The summer is a bummer if you can't leave
this pathetic excuse for a town
That holds all your memories
A lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams
To be anywhere but here
But baby anywhere is away from me.
if you got it all figured out
Then what is there to shout about
This midwest town is gonna miss you
Just go ahead and work it out.
But first come on and let it out.
Scream and shout and tell everybody that you're gonna leave.
i don't feel like putting the rest of the lyrics so you will just have to be satisfied with that.
I also had a IB GEO test that I wasn't prepared for. I answered maybe 23 out of 58 questions. I'm also wondering how I have a B in the glass when the only thing we've done is make a map of the world and draw a map of directions to get to my house. Maybe she didn't like my maps. That's a load of crap because I even gave her an alternate route on the directions to my house. There is no possible way to get lost from those directions. Maybe she doesn't like me. Well, that means I will always start my days on a bad note. :/
I'm beginning to think that I annoy my friends. They just constantly seem annoyed with me. I was actually surprised when people started talking to me cuz I'm usually the one to start conversations and that ish. I don't think I will talk to people tomorrow, which is bad because Tuesday is my favorite day of the week....
I really want to know why Chelsea is mad at me. She tried to play it off like she wasn't this afternoon, but that just made things awkward. I just want to know why she's mad at me. I don't know what I've done and maybe if I knew what I did wrong, I could fix it.
Well, I'm going to go do my homework like the good little nerd I'm supposed to be. Or maybe I'll watch Hook...idk. I'm too fucking depressed to watch Hook. Maybe I'll go to sleep...
23 August 2009
09 August 2009
I am not a fun person.
I don't invite people to my house because there is nothing to do at my house.
I, once again, hung out with my friends and felt like a third wheel.
I don't understand why people are my friends.
I realize that I am a huge disappointment to my parents.
I really want to change all of what I have just listed. I just don't know how. I really want to know why people don't like me.
08 August 2009
1. I will have a date to senior prom.....that is of the male gender.
2. I will somehow seduce Matthew.
3. I will not fail any classes.
4. I will piss off everyone who pisses me off. That list is long.
5. I will turn to music and writing when things don't go my way....no matter how much it hurts.
6. I will once and for all disspell any feelings I have for James because it is painfully obvious that he doesn't like me.
04 August 2009
Here's a little something that I have noticed....
As much as I wish I could vlog on youtube, I can't. Why, you ask? Because I have NO video equipment. I may have gotten a new computer, but said new computer is without webcam. GRRRR....anyway.....I just thought I'd say that...and now that I think about it, this was a total waste of blog post....oh well.
03 August 2009
Four things happened today:
1. I went to registration for school and got my schedule, parking decal, and locker.
2. I went broke in 2 seconds, thanks to a giant library fee I wasn't aware I had.
3. I got malled on the back by a cat and didn't realize it had happened until I stuck my finger in a bleeding hole 30 minutes later.
4. I fed duckies!!!
Three things that didn't happen today:
1. I didn't go to the movies with my best friend because I was broke.
2. I didn't write the essay I have for school in a week.
3. I didn't finish my discrete math packet that is due in a week.
Good day right? Sort of. I didn't have my car half the day, and that kinda sucks, but I have it now and I have never missed my cars so much. Also, I just spent an hour and a half watching YouTube videos that I haven't watched all month. Another thing, don't expect me to be writing much in this thing after school starts, but I will try to write every once in a while! :D But, I still have videos to watch, so I will leave you now. I will be back, so don't go get some abandonment issues.
01 August 2009
Anyone want to adopt some puppies? Well, if you feel like driving all the way to Alabama, you can adopt them. But, for those of you who want adopt some cute, adorable, loveable, energetic puppies, who live in Alabama, come on down to the Greater Birmingham Humane Society and take a look around. All the animals there are adorable, even the maniacle guinae pigs. I personally work with the puppies and dogs so I obviously recommend getting one of our cuties. They love attention and love and each other. lol
Wow, that was a shameless plug for where I work. Oh well.
I got a new computer today! Well, yesterday, technically. I love it! It's not broken or slow or internet challenged! I'm happy. Woot!
I have registration on monday. I also have to take my car to the mechanic. Busy day on my day off....I thought I was supposed to sleep? Grrr.... At least this year I get first dibs on lockers and parking spaces. Woo! Senior! I've never had a top locker. I need a top locker. Those bottom ones are bad on my knees....they're making me old. I really hope they gave me Counterpane and intermediate dance this year.
Okay, I'm getting sleepy, so I will leave it at that, I guess.
I wish I spent more time with James. He's a total sweetheart. Someone might think that I have a crush on him or like him in anyway, but I don't. He's just a really really good friend. I'm glad he's in my life.
20 July 2009
Anywho... I have decided that anyone who I want to give a Christmas present is going to get socks. Handmade socks. Because I am on a sock kick and don't know when I will be off it. Woo!!! Yay knitting!
Okay, because I have not written about boys today, I will now. Here's what I want a guy to do:
- Call me up, ask me out. But, only if you like me!
- Don't ask me to a tentative date. Have the exact day and time ready when you ask. TENTATIVE DATES ARE STUPID.
- Tell me that you like me. Girls like to hear that every once in a while.
That's all I have for now. If I come up with anything else, I'll let you know.
18 July 2009
Well, no real news here. A friend of mine got me to start writing Watch Closely again. I started knitting again. For the past 3 days, I have been knitting a sweater (such a cliche expression) and it's coming along well. I owe this all to Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince because if I wasn't excited about the movie, I wouldn't have started the Potter inspired frock. Also, I must thank Laurie Skelton, my best friend's sister for showing me the website Ravelry (http://www.ravelry.com) because it is amazing. I have never seen such a large community of knitters. It could be called the Stars Hollow of knitting communities. Small town charm, close-knit community (hardy har, great pun), and millions of knitters without actually being a small town. I'm in love. But, I have to finish my sweater.
OH! I saw the new Coca-Cola commercial yesterday and I spazzed with happiness. Go check it out! Open Happiness!
15 July 2009
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29 June 2009
1. Read City of Glass by Cassandra Clare.
2. Got mad at City of Glass by Cassandra Clare.
3. Read more of City of Glass by Cassandra Clare.
I did those three things for the 6 hours I have been awake.
These things are what I should have been doing:
1. Formulating a thesis for my extended essay.
2. Sending said thesis to my mentor before the deadline tomorrow.
3. Researching for extended essay before my mentor hunts me down with an anrgy mob.
Isn't summer great! lol
Well, other than that, I have nothing else to post except that TRANSFORMERS 2 was KICK ASS!!!
Another thing, I really need to send my spanish teacher a postcard so I can have an A at the start of semester.
26 June 2009
18 June 2009
Today was a good day...despite the rain
16 June 2009
Yo yo yiggity yo!
There's nothing much to put in this thing today. I've been listening to music for the past 48 hours thinking about how there are 5 days til I will be back home! woot! Anyway...if you haven't checked out Hey Monday's new album Hold On Tight, go check it out. http://www.myspace.com/heymonday
Anyways...i have nothing else to write.
14 June 2009
You know how a couple of posts ago,
I was kind of pissed off at Huebert?
because I am an impatient person,
I asked him out yesterday and he said yes.
he said yes.
I guess I'm sorry about the earlier post.
11 June 2009
So, greeting! From Kentucky! Why am I in Kentucky, you ask? Because I wanted to see a musical. And because I wanted to see a musical, I was left here. With no car, no money, and nothing to keep me from going INSANE! Actually, I was never sane to begin with, but that's beside the point. Anyway.....so, I have been reading the Mortal Instruments Trilogy by Cassandra Clare for the past month. Yes, a month. But that is because I have been busy......Actually, it hasn't been a month. It's been 2 weeks. Wow! Time seems to stretch on FOREVER when you're bored OUT OF YOUR MIND! I love the Mortal Instruments Trilogy. I love Cassandra Clare. I love my best friend Sally for introducing me to her/them. I love writers and readers and publishers. MY BEST FRIEND IS GETTING PUBLISHED!!!!!!!!!!! :D
I am so excited. In other news, I have started writing again. Yep yep. This new book I'm writing is about a group of rogue Watchers (you'll find out what Watchers are when you go read my book) who have to protect this one person from other Watchers who want to kill him for reasons I'm not gonna tell you on here. Go read it yourself. http://jodidangerous.deviantart.com/art/Disappearing-Acts-125137829
I'm through the first chapter am in the middle of writing the third. Why the third? Because I can't figure out how the second's gonna go. I hate it when this happens. Oh well. I have this unbearable twitch in my leg! This is infuriating! I've had some part of my left side twitching at all times today. Earlier it was my arm. Now it's my leg. If it doesn't stop, I'm going to cut it off. I know it's just nerves sending signals to my muscles and they are contracting involuntarily and it's nothing to worry about, but I want it to stop!
Anyway, I say that a lot, I am going to go now and read or write or sleep...whichever appeals more to me at the time.
01 June 2009
Anyway, I guess a lot of stuff has happened since the last time I updated this thing. First, I had dress rehearsal and my dance recital. I thought it went pretty well, except for the whole lighting issue. Dale actually cursed the lighting crew. However, that did nothing to fix the lighting problem. This is why they should have practiced the lighting during dress rehearsal. Also, the sound was bad. Well, not bad, just a little tooo loud.....and depthless. Anyway, I'm leaving for Kentucky today....hopefully. I mean, we always say we're gonna leave at a certain time, but we never do. Also, apparently, I'm driving part of the way there. First, I thought I wouldn't be driving because my aunt swore she wouldn't let me drive her Mercedes. Second, I don't want to drive her Mercedes. I drive too fast for that car. I don't want to break it. I know it's a sports car. I still don't want to break it. I am known to do that. And I never break things intentionally.
Also, I know a lot of you out there really hate the Twilight Series with an extreme passion, but I like it. I think it's great. I saw the New Moon trailer a few minutes ago (I don't have cable so I had to look it up on the internet) and did my little happy dance. I'm not gonna lie, I'm all Team Jacob, even if he doesn't fall in love with a little girl. Whatever. Also, they have the chess set and bookends at Barnes and Noble, and I want them. However, I'm broke. I told you I break things.
Boy search is still on.....I think. Boys are confusing. Okay, not really. But whatever. Actually, and this is kinda hard to admit, I don't really like anyone at the moment. However, I did have a dream about my friend Mason, but we're not gonna go into the details because they are (1) fuzzy and (2) weird.
I guess I should stop typing now. I wanted to get 2 more hours of sleep before we left and I have to drive for a couple of hours.
25 May 2009
24 May 2009
anyway. life's been great. However, I am finding myself becoming more and more jealous of Alex and Kristina. But that is because both of them are really cool and the fact that they have each other is a little depressing. Oh no, it looks like this is going to be another blog about guys. Okay, not really. I am jealous of Kristina and Alex because they were at LeakyCon and I wasn't. It sucks to have to go to school when other really cool things are happening. Speaking of school, I'm almost a senior! Woot! That's not really important but whatever. I just got a Twitter. Why, you ask. Because it seemed like fun and i only follow 7 people, which includes Kristina, John, Hank, Lily, Cassadee, Sierra, and Eric. If you count the bands that I follow, then make that number 19. Also, for the past week, every time I log onto myspace, I have on average 5 friend request from bands. Christofer, THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. sorry about the yelling. I think the only good news I have for this post is that my dance recital is next weekend and I am very excited about that. But if you are attending and want to hang out after, go to the 2 o'clock show, not the 10 o'clock show. Seriously, that would just be stupid. Also, if you want seats, get there early.
Because I can't write a decent blog, I have to talk about boys. I can't felp myself. First, Jacob needs to stop being a manwhore. Second, Shane needs to make up his mind about me or the pot. If he chooses the pot, he's a dumbass. I'm just saying. Third, okay, there is no third, I just felt like there needed to be a third.
Well, it's midnight and I need sleep for the hardcore studying that's going down tomorrow. So I will try to update this on a regular basis once summer starts.
09 May 2009
Speaking of awesome, I am going to miss a weekend of awesome next weekend because I will not be able to be in Boston for LeakyCon and I'm very depressed about it. If you are in the Boston area next weekend, check it out and if you see Alex and Kristina, tell them hey for me because I will miss them. Stupid AP testing. Anyway, if you don't know who alex and Kristina are, check them out on YouTube. Alex is Nerimon and Kristina is Italktosnakes. I love them. They are adorable.
Speaking of adorable, a bunch of my friends have been hooking up. Brett and Megan got together, Melissa and Donovan started going out, and Chelsea and Jonathan finally said they were going out. Yay! Go couples! Not really, I am secretly jealous of all of them because I have been single for the past 16 years. Life sucks.
But, I think there is something brewing between me and James. He's been extra nice and extra huggy lately. Either he likes me or he did something illegal and he's sucking up so I won't kill him. But, it's all good. Haha! My friend Hayley was like, "Let me hook you up with one of my scene friends." That was funny. I love my friends.
A friend I don't love is Jonathan (not Chelsea's Jonathan). Hadley and Jonathan are inseparable. It's getting old. She doesn't go ANYWHERE without him. I kind of understand because he's her first boyfriend, but seriously, if someone asks you to go somewhere and you really want to go, don't decline because your lame-ass boyfriend won't go with you. I also understand that the guy is a total nerd and he has no life, but when it gets to the point where's he's at your house for extensive periods of time when you aren't there, there is something wrong. And, Hadley, you're not just angering me, you are angering ALL of your friends who want to hang out with you. Just saying.
But I have to go to sleep now because I have to get up tomorrow and clean my room because Chelsea's coming over. Woo! :]
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