I am so over the predictable-ness of my life!!!!!!!!!
I don't even know why I try anymore. It's fucking obvious that I always want things/people I can't have.
But, then again, I'm not that interesting/attractive/whatever.
DAMNIT! I'm fucking pissed off now.
These things used to make me depressed. Now, they just make me angry. I mean, not really angry at other people or the situation. I'm pissed at myself. Why the hell do I keep doing this? I know what's gonna happen!
I'm so fucking over this.....